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hears and here's my heart Below are the 15 most recent journal entries recorded in the "here's and hears my heart" journal:

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September 23rd, 2008
11:35 pm

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A man's RIPbone

Woman can be a thing of delicate and at the same time complicate, in a simple yet complex manner. Very.

Woman tends to take things for granted, without conscious, conscience.

Hardly man and woman can see things in the same way.

And if they ever do, its out of love. So, one has to do compromise.

But when man compromised, no matter how considerate the woman is, she will still gradually get very nasty towards only to the man who loves her.

Then, that’s when the man will starts to think crazy. And when it bursts out of think, crazier things will happen. But still, the degree of craziness can never be compared with a woman’s. Because they tend to hold every little grudges within her tight clenched fist. Never will let an ounce of it off . Most murder case if you chanced upon, you’ll find that it derived from love-hatred and I think that’s why woman has always been a devil’s workshop. Im not a sexist. I still appreciate how exquisite woman is designed. But something said to me recently, I must be aware better already that Beelzebub always use anything made of woman to enter a man’s mind.

This is not a story about me or anymore but woman in general. And definitely not a discrimination of any way.I still love them the way they are. But with better precautions with actions and thoughts onwards.

Current Music: woman by john lennon

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August 25th, 2008
02:35 am

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hello darkness, my old friend, i've come to talk to you again.
becos a vision softly creeping, left its seeds and the vision that was planted in my mind, still remains.

Current Music: my iron lung by radiohead

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July 8th, 2008
01:36 pm

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See the light - it dont last forever.
It always got taken over by night.
Yet it still shines.
Seize the time - Its now or never.

Current Music: Fear of blank planet by Porcupine Tree

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June 16th, 2008
01:42 pm

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meat is murder
i was quite alarmed by how my mind starts to react after some quotes i fed my eyes few days back.

yesterday i opened my disposable lunchbox packed by my friend and it was full of meats ( i dont know if its a goat's or a cow's)
i start to imagine like how the quote i have found, asked me to   
 "could you look an animal in the eyes and say to it , 'my appetite is more important than your suffering'?"   (  *by moby  )  
...and my mind starts to bring me somewhere, looking right into the eyes of a cow /goat/ chicken/ rabbit/ whatever laying on a piece of green, peacefully and then being snatched abruptly in the midst of its peace into the slaughterhouse. God knows what fear those poor creatures have to go through minutes before its death.  
how come got blood?!!  Why got sharp pain?!! Ahhh...!! Where's Mommy?!!  How come i cant feel my limbs already?!!! VERY PAIN!!
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That's probably what i imagine one would say at the point of being slaughtered if it can speaks English.
How does it feel when its your life that is destined to be slayed like that.  you will hope you can get help from somebody..anybody from anywhere. just help.

I came back from the visual wander and felt sick at the sight of my lunch. I kept imagining this was a piece of meat that come from some mammals i would have want to pat on, sayang on.   And thus, tossed it to Dozer ( the resident cowardly bull dog ) instead. ( since it already had been killed ). It's time i think i should really consider being vegan. A semi one first la, which mean egg & fish allowed plus a very occasional meat .  Of course my effort alone will not really contribute much help to those poor animals and I know my effort are just fair.   Well at least i will just do what i can.   Hence i wan to mark today as one of my turning point.

   Pig are very warm animal in fact and yet they are treated with no mercy.
                           
 
  www.goveg.com 

Current Music: walking with a ghost by tegan & sara

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June 10th, 2008
02:00 pm

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Dear Kristyn Dior,

sorry i always used to bury you deep beneath the other people around me, for years & so but whenever i found you, you would always me me realised again how much you're a buddy i never thought i have. i aint going to do that same again. I have so much to grow with you. Thanks for the shining. The sky is not falling already.

Love.

Current Location: abyss of time
Current Music: pounding by the doves

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June 4th, 2008
01:36 pm

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i am no stranger to some but i am just a light.

i've got some sugar for your bowl, i've got some love for your soul
or maybe i just feel too young to be sitting around alone.
but dont go too fast i have got a time to catch up still.

Current Mood: calm
Current Music: these grey days by eight legs

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May 14th, 2008
10:43 am

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Current Music: falling away with you - muse

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April 17th, 2008
02:37 pm

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it's been a long time since i'm here, again. i don't know how but it seems to be like that periodically. everytime i want to post an entry, i was stopped by factors i couldnt really put to words. Almost actual words will be flaws and void i couldnt heal or fill. because i want a beautiful life, a PERFECT life. whereby things will same go wrong, except lesser times. & any next entry i can put up isnt going to be one. but this time i decided im not going let it go over me.
when life seems black and white & that there's no one to brighten it up,
you just have to colour it yourself.

i really miss hug yet you just cant say by wrapping arms around yourself is a hug enough.

Current Mood: trashy
Current Music: a lack of colour - death cab for cutie

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March 20th, 2008
04:28 pm

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what's up with the people nowadays.
i am just being who i am.
and i dont need you to tell me what to do.
or what to say.

ITS NOT ME BEING FUCKED UP
ITS NOT ME BEING FUCKED UP
ITS NOT ME BEING FUCKED UP!

Current Mood: aggravated
Current Music: scream by michael jackson

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March 8th, 2008
03:43 pm

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One I wish I never played
Oh what a mess we made
And now the final frame
Love is a losing game

Current Music: parachutes by sean lennon

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March 7th, 2008
10:58 am

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before i start my singletonic post

But just let me have a look at it one more time ;

at how I remember every month would come a huge explosion
of grief and rage which made a hell of that r/s (provoked by 
trivialities i couldnt foresee).

at how the exact minute after the appointed time to meet
that I've arrived late would get the rest of the day into a game
of furious sulk.

at how i wonder if Mcwings would taste better again if 
comes one more who would practice extortion of the hind part
of the chicken wing the way u do.

at how i were made to drink more water, even if its one more 
gulp that you would quit pesting so that i would live healthier
and die earlier than you.

at how we would rot and watch TV, never quite resisting 
rolling on and off in between.

at how you would always kick me down the bed every after 
night's last kiss, waking up hoping for what I think is your 
mother's best recipe, calamari and chilli crab. 

at so many other pieces of memory that scattered and i cant
say one another and just past it.

Even if comes somebody else to do the same thing
like how u do it, it wouldnt feel the same again.



she's not anyone.

Current Mood: faraway

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August 29th, 2007
09:16 am

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morning call
what does future has for me will say 40% of it today.
or half an hour later, suddenly.

bb, be good.

Current Music: marilyn manson - just a car crash away

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August 27th, 2007
02:10 pm

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i love kelly, i'd kill kelly
sanity gives way and worst of it all
why did not your eyes blink
every time you tell a lie now?
what we have left now?

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August 26th, 2007
10:12 am

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sleeping wunderkids
I slept from
; 25/08/2007, 4 a.m - 7 a.m (in between time travel home)
; 25/08/2007, 9 a.m - 1.45 p.m (in between time working)
; 25/08/2007, 6.45 p.m - 26/08/2007, 4.30 a.m.

lst was more in a coma mode
; 25/08/2007, 9 a.m - 26/08/2007, 4.30 a.m (in between time to eat)
; 26/08/2007, 6.30 a.m - now.

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August 24th, 2007
11:07 am

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at what price are you ready to pay ?
tell me so maybe i might change my mind
of build-and-launch this grenade.

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